Have you ever had a voice and somewhere it became mute because started to criticize who you are, and what you say…it’s like you are speaking a foreign language. Since my move to Vegas, that is how it has left for me. It could be all in my head or not, but I silenced myself and it felt better to isolate than to expose myself to too many people. Also I am an Empath, so I can feel energies and at times can become overwhelmed by the energy of many people down here. I like myself and my own company so, isolation is not uncomfortable for me.
In my isolation, I realized that I lost my passion as Lady Flava. During the Covid Pandemic, I lost my passion. I got into a stated that I did not feel social to be on social media, I have nothing to talk about. This bothered me so much and I started saying, “I died in Vegas.” I no that is not healthy to speak negative things into the universe…you see, I do believe in the law of attraction. So, I got back to listening to not only God’s Word but motivational and informational videos to help stimulate me into a productive directions as Lady Flava. Slowly, it began to work, it is working.
What I stopped dreaming about, I now am developing a vision and direction that I want to do. I want to be true to myself, I want speak my truth and not hold back. I am an honestly, God fearing woman…but God brought me here with a purpose and that is to show my support to original art and to the amazing creative soulz around the world.
When this Pandemic lifts, I want to step out in Vegas and explore places and people that I have not taken the opportunity to do. I need to experience something fresh and new to me.
I mention all the time, that now matter when something was created, its is new to someone out there in the world so you should never stop promoting and sharing your past creativity.
I don’t have a team in Vegas. I don’t have a following or a real audience at this point. I am not unaccustomed to putting in the work alone…but this time, I am not going to worry about what people think. I know that I am still the new girl on the block in Vegas but I know how to leave my mark with my passion and honest support of what I like.
So, the shift starts now. I will speak my truth on the variety of platforms that I inhabit here on the internet. I hope my passion will be felt and valued. I will be heartfelt in my determination and dedicated to my goal of just doing what I do, my way with no excuses or apologies.
This time around, it will be better and the most authentic that I have ever been as Lady Flava. Those that respect will pay attention and those that aren’t feeling what I say and do will drop off or watch from the wings…I welcome it all. This is what I see as growth for me.
Stepping into my present and my future with finally a vision again.
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