Was today typical?

“Was Today Typical? I Showed Up Anyway.”

This morning, I didn’t want to go to work. Not because of fear… but because the peace I’ve been working so hard to protect didn’t want to be disturbed.

But I went anyway.

Was today typical? I guess that depends on how you define typical.

I walked into work with a pressurized ache in my face and a whole conversation in my head about turning around. But I didn’t. I showed up — and I pulled off a full day like a quiet boss.

One of the medical assistants greeted me early — bright-eyed, full of dreams, applying to med school. It reminded me why I love being in this field.

Later, one of the providers smiled warmly and said, “Did you cut your hair?” Yes, I did. And it felt good to be seen.

Then came the highlighter moment.

A coworker popped down just to grab one. Why from our desk? Who knows? But I fell right into her animated energy. And to my surprise — I didn’t mind. I matched the vibe and moved on with a smile.

Leadership stopped by, and I gave a friendly update on how the new person was doing. Shared how well they were catching on and kept it light. Then came a lunch delivery — pizza, salad, and cookies for the whole team. I offered warm thanks and let my energy stay gracious and calm.

I looked everyone I the eye.

And I smiled.

I got every fax sorted. Every referral handled. I helped the new team member when needed.

I even laughed to myself when someone showed a serious lack of common sense.

That laugh? That was for me.

Reflection:

Was today typical?

Maybe on the surface. Same tasks, same building, same flows.

But I was different.

I chose peace over pettiness.

I chose presence over pressure.

I let the things that don’t deserve my energy slide right off me.

And that…

Is what made this “typical Tuesday” feel like a quiet revolution. 🌻

Closing Line (with a wink to Dude):

Every time I smile when I could’ve frowned — that’s not just growth.

That’s healing.