Learning From the Koi 🐟

As I grow older, I find myself craving a deeper connection to my Japanese heritage. My roots are part Japanese and part German, but there’s something about the traditions and symbols of Japan that call to me in a special way. One symbol that has captured my attention recently is the koi fish.

The koi (錦鯉, nishikigoi) has such a rich history. Though carp originally came from China, it was in Japan that they were carefully bred into the colorful koi we know today. Over centuries, they transformed from ordinary fish into living art — vibrant, patterned, and filled with meaning.

But koi are more than just beautiful fish. They hold deep symbolism in both Japanese and Chinese culture. The legend of the carp swimming upstream, leaping the waterfall, and becoming a dragon is one that inspires me. It represents perseverance, courage, and transformation — qualities that I want to carry with me in my own journey.

Each color of koi carries a message too.

Red for passion, courage, and strong love.

Gold for wealth, success, and prosperity.

Black for resilience and overcoming struggles.

White for purity and new beginnings.

Blue for calm and peace.

Orange for energy and positive change.

I realize not everyone feels drawn to symbols like this, but for me it’s a way of honoring where I come from. To sit with these meanings is to sit closer to my Japanese heritage, and to learn from the wisdom passed down through generations.

Maybe that’s why I crave learning these things — because it reminds me that my culture is not only part of my history, but part of who I am today. 🌻

— Lady Flava